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Pain & Struggle
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Anger. Hate. Depression. Rage.
What the fuck do you know about violent lives?
Cynical. Jaded. Distant. Fake.
What the fuck do you know about living lies?
Sorrow. Suicide. Regret. Fate.
What the fuck do you know about minds in trouble?
Agony. Loathing. Despair. Heartache.
What the fuck do you know about pain & struggle?
Silver spoon in hand, you don't know shit about strife. I look back 20 years and I just wonder why. Who the fuck were you then? And what the fuck are you now? Just a cake eating fuck with nothing to show. Struggle bitch.
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Yeah I Did It
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Nothing left, but this hole to fill.
It's you or me; which of us do I kill?
I'll try for both, but on chance I fail,
You might be dead, I might be locked up in jail
Reacting to actions packed with rage of past passions. Mind numbed with substances emptying it of consequences. Heart beating, hard breathing and dripping with sweat. Blacked out, still awake unsure of what to regret. Fuck the regrets.
Yeah I did it, and I'd do it again.
I'll pay the fucking price to see this to the end.
Yeah I did it, and I'd do it again.
There's no part of this shit that I wish to mend.
Motherfucker. Yeah I did it, and I'd do it again.
Desolation on the inside; forcing me to deconstruct my own fucking life.
Isolation from the outside; forcing me to find somewhere else to fucking confide.
Yeah I did it, and I'd do it again.
I'll pay the fucking price to see this to the end.
Yeah I did it, and I'd do it again.
There's no part of this shit that I wish to mend.
The time for talk is fucking over.
Backpedal all the fuck you want.
You're going nowhere.
You're not escaping.
I will inflict all the pain you've caused.
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456
02:26
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Apathetic to the world where I live.
Disconnected, where do I fit in?
Another day I wake and wonder why I woke up.
At night I close my eyes for good, I wonder when this day will come.
When will this endless pain stop crashing down on me?
When will this mental burden finally let me be free?
I've tried to bargain out 4-5-or-6 times.
But unlike the fucking dice, you never come out on top.
Instead you just dig yourself deeper in a life that you regret.
Never searching for an answer. Contented to stay depressed.
They say life's a gamble and it's all what you roll.
And if that's the fucking case, I've got 1-2-3 on my soul.
They say with no risk, there's no reward.
Well with nothing to lose, why can't I just move forward?
They say that if you don't look down, that you won't fear the fall.
Well I'm below the lowest lows and can't get past these mental walls.
(wigger bullshit)
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Deathgripped
02:26
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Where will you go when you don't find heaven?
Where can you rot when there is no hell?
What will you do when there's no salvation?
Free your mind from it's denominational cell.
Rise from your knees, and unclasp your hands.
Purify the false beliefs burned in your heart.
Live your life by no one else's commands.
And not in fear of what happens when we depart.
So many lives wasted for an empty promised land.
So many minds washed, never allotted time to expand.
So much time lost, dedicated to another's master plan.
Deathgripped - suffocated by ignorance - live for yourself.
Deathgripped - impaled by blissfullness - blind to what's right.
Deathgripped - dismembered by false beliefs - live for yourself.
Deathgripped - decapitated by awareness - stray from the light.
Take back the reigns that you have surrendered to destiny.
Manifest the strength inside it takes to set yourself free.
Deathgripped - suffocated by ignorance - live for yourself.
Deathgripped - impaled by blissfullness - blind to what's right.
Deathgripped - dismembered by false beliefs - live for yourself.
Deathgripped - decapitated by awareness - stray from the light.
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